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Tuesday, December 22, 2009 12:18 AM No answer, no reply, no communication; the longer I keep this up, the more I feel like I'm going to go insane. Maybe what I did was really a mistake after all.. I really find myself as a person who never learns his lesson. It pisses me off to no end, but at the same time, what can I do about it? Ever since yesterday, everything feels so different. I don't feel the same usual "myself" as I was before. The emptiness, the sadness, the loneliness; I'm just not sure if I'm able to do this. I'm trying so hard to forget about it, not thinking about; just to be able to keep moving forward, but every little thing that comes my way reminds me of you. Every song I listen to, the lyrics tear me apart on the inside because they are so true that it's ridiculous. Even at the movies today when I saw "the princess and the frog", it drove me insane on the inside, just seeing how a movie like that had such a happy ending. It tore me apart, making me ask why my life can't turn out like that? One simple wish upon an star, and all their dreams come true. For me, years of wishing, hoping, searching, but it still brings me no where. "I need you, I want you, can't you see this is killing me, I'm driving myself insane". Listening to lyrics like that coming from a song, damn how can I NOT think about it. I'm such a dumbass who doesn't realize what he has until it's gone. I really don't know how much I could screw up. "Why did I have to fall in love with you, I'm driving myself insane, but I know, without you I can't function no more. Baby you, you'll never look at me the same. You know it's really driving me insane, but I know without you I can't function. I'm driving myself insane". Truer lyrics could've never been spoken.
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