Saturday, October 10, 2009 11:57 AM

Bah! i find it so difficult to write a blog now for some reason! literally had this page open for 10 mins and didn't even start writing until now. There really isn't much to talk about to be honest.. i just don't like the fact of having my blog just sitting here collecting dirt so i'll try to find SOMETHING to talk about lol.

Hmmmm. So yesterday i went to pias house for the upteenth time w/ aileen, and we had such a random day haha. going around facebook leaving videos to people we love at school. singing songs, watching movies, eating filipino food (so good btw). I just love hanging out at her house because i feel so welcomed there. it's literally like my 2nd home because i feel so comfortable there. at times i feel like i'd rather be at her house than my own lol.

Oh there is one BIG thing coming up that i am pretty stoked for. JYP U.S. audition tours! to be honest i still can't beleive that i'm doing this. why i'm doing it, i still don't know lol. i guess it's time that i stop holding myself back at things and finally get myself out there so that i don't regret later on. my lifes quote "don't regret the things that you did do, but regret the things you didn't have the balls to do". i think it's about time i start following that. besides, i'm not in this to win. hell no, because i know i can't for one thing haha. But i just want to see if i can actually get anywhere. if i could make it past the first round i will be satisfied. Thanks Sybil Magturo for helping me! i owe you so much, you know even know. anyways this is coming up on the 31st :] so wish me luck!

I've been frantically waiting in front of my computer having my e-mail open just waiting for my application number haha. sent it in like 2 days ago and now i am dieing here waiting for a reply! wow i cannot concentrate on something for very long because i just stopped blogging and started watching videos on youtube for like 20 minutes hahaha!

So my audition is on the 31st, and i still haven't decided on a song yet. any suggestions?? If you do, aim me @azndudebrandon or facebook me. if you follow my blog i'm pretty sure you have my facebook :] thanks!