I find myself listening to this song a lot lately.. idk why. maybe it's a really catchy song. maybe it's cuz when i sing this song while playing it on the guitar, it takes me somewhere else. or maybe it's cuz the lyrics mean something to me deep down that i just can't erase. I've been getting thoughts in my head a lot lately. I like the thought of being single. I like the feeling of being free and independant. However at the same time, i miss having someone there. Miss having someone you know that depends on you. Miss having someone who you can anxiously wait on to talk to you. People tell me i should go for it. I should take the plunge so i don't regret things. Deep down, i know i want to. i want to with a freakin passion, but the scary truth is that.. i can't. too many factors that play on the negative side, and hardly any that shows and hope of anything happening. Idk what to do anymore. My mind is telling me one thing while my heart is telling me another..