Sunday, August 30, 2009 7:05 PM

wow i can't believe it.. i'm still in denial about the fact that summer is OVER and that school is TOMORROW! School didn't even start yet but i'm already panicking and stressing about what to do with the school year, and having college come around the corner.. i am really scared to be honest! like i don't think i've ever been more scared of anything in my life than senior year.. I realize that for the past few years, i've really screwed around and didn't take things seriously. now i need to pull all my weight together and finally give it my all on my one final stand. No more screwing around, no more slacking off, but i'm gonna give it my ALL! i'm more than determined to make it through this year with a success.

College is rolling around the corner too, and i'm so scared to no end. with all the acceptance rates dropping, and the amount of students being cut back, i'm starting to panick that i'm not going anywhere! i'm finally getting a taste of reality, and hell i am not liking it! right now i wish i could re-taste summer all over again! if i was given the chance to redo high school all over again, hell i think i'd probably do that! omgomgomgomgomgomg i'm so scared!!!!! can life PLEASE give me a break right now?! cuz hell i need it T.T what i'd give to go back to the start of the summer.. AHHH!

btw, check out the vids on the side ---> by gwen and me :] HELP PROMOTE US SO WE CAN BECOME RICH! lol!!!!