Brandon's Blog

Wednesday, July 8, 2009 9:32 PM

Blah so summer... it's the time of the year where students get 3 months vacation from school, and they're supposed to just relax and have fun as a reward for a hard working year of school. but for a lot of people, they don't get that! my case for example -__- i haven't head a REAL summer vacation since back in elementary school.. everytime something pops up as an opportunity for me so use my summer vacation, my poor excuse of parents always have to ruin it. For example. My cousins planned a trip to lake havesu for their vacation and decided to invite ME along since we've been talking about it since way before summer started. we were pretty excited about it because all the plans seemed perfect. perfect in MY COUSINS case because their parents aren't total assholes who don't know the definition of "fun". MINE on the other hand, came up with every little possible fucking excuse in the book to NOT let me go. That's just great right? So an opportunity for me to use my summer vacation like any REAL kid was flushed down the tube. and now they're trying to make it up to me by going to vegas with JUST them?! hell nah! if i have to spend a 4 hour car ride with them, i think i'm going to shoot myself. nonethless being in a hotel with them for a couple days. no privacy at all!

So today i got into another daily argument with my "parents" about nothing! constantly bringing up school and etc etc. you know the educational stuff -__- put yourselves in my shoes. if you were only to be talked to by your parents about school stuff, you'd get pissed off too right? apparently they haven't learned that by now, and seeing how they're asian i'd expect them to be smart. HAHA fucking wrong! they just gotta push my limits over and over again until i start yelling and they start yelling, and the routine continues! fun right? talking shit in my face and they act like it's gonna try to "get to me". HELL that shit hasn't worked on my YEARS ago when i built up an immunity to their lil guilt shit haha! OH and you will all love this. when i was arguing with my parents, my mom was all "what do you think summer is for? fun?!" YES she actually asked that question. i swear at that moment i was about to crack up laughing, but it felt a little unappropriate at the time to do so lol. i always say to myself that i want my parents to read my blog just to see how much of a burden they are in my life, but i swear my parents are blind to see it even though i leave it WIDE FUCKING OPEN on my desktop opened to my DAMN BLOG, and they don't even read it! it's a blog filled with your damn kids thoughts! what parent wouldn't wanna read it?! i guess mine are the outcast ones :]

The ONLY escape i have from all of this are my friends who know me in and out. who know what kind of shit i have to go through with my damn folks. and my parents threaten to take me away from that?! HAH ! unless you want me to be a social recluse and never open my mouth in the house (which is how i am at home anyways) then fine! it doesn't bother me that much not talking in this house. i pretty much LIVE in my room because of them so at home i'm pretty much alone all the time anyways. i think it's the fact that my parents have no friends.. seriously i've NEVER seen them go out with a person that isn't a family member! HELLLO! just because you have no friends doesn't mean you gotta go and take away your sons! JUST because you ruined your own childhood doesn't mean you gotta ruin mine! -__-

The highlight of my day was probably talking to my friend Kathie Li lol. That was seriously an entertaining conversation, and she set up the rest of my life for me haha! I'm gonna be married to korean actor Kim So Eun(isn't she cute?!) and we are going to have 3 kids! haha. there's more info involved in there but i don't really wanna go into such great detail lol.

But yeah reading this is depressing right? the way i'm spending my summer! so help me out by making plans so i can get out of this rat hole yes? :] And kathie, what you told me today is still making me think a lot lol.. so many questions and i know where to get the answer, it's just not in my place right now to go there haha.. oh well who knows! maybe you'll play your part in being the grandfather and making things happen ;] (this is an inside thing so yes i know i put grandpa when she's a girl hahaha!)

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Name: Brandon Ho
Age: 17
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