Sunday, June 28, 2009 12:06 AM

Ever get those times when you're alone, thinking to yourself, deep thinking, as to the point where it hurts? well that's what i'm doing right now, and it's making me question a lot of things going around. Not much going in my head as usual, but something to tick me off just over the limit. You ever been there for someone, and i mean been THERE there, like not just for a bit, but for a long time, going through to an extent for them, doing things you never thought you'd do for a person, helping them through everything, and in the end having them not appreciate you? That's exactly how i feel right now. Through thick and thin, i've been there. Voicing out what i think is right. Doing what i felt was right. and where is it leading me? Down to the pit of darkness. Karen i'm really starting to think about what you said to me that other night.. like really hard. and idk the answer anymore. everything seemed so obvious as i was answering it, but now i'm not sure at all anymore.. What IS right and wrong? Why do i put myself out there only to be stepped on? You're totally right karen. I don't give myself enough happiness in life. That's the one thing about myself i'll never be able to change no matter how much i try.