so yesterday had a party at my house =] not as many people came as i expected, but nonetheless i still had a great time with those who did come ! haha freakin parents kept saying KIMCHI over and over (insider with kathie and i lol). i kinda wish yesterday lasted longer. gets me away from all the mess of my regular life.

so right now i'm still sick cuz yesterday i kept coughing to no end, and i still feel so congested all the time -_- damn. i hate being sick =[ i don't like this feeling. ughhhh i wish tomorrow was no school so i could sleep in hahaha. this weekend wore me out big time ><

last night while lying in bed, looking outside at the night sky and the moon.. idk i just got me thinking about a lot of stuff, and having the soft, soothing asian music playing on my computer, idk it really fit the mood lol. i just wish i could climb on my roof and stare at the night sky while having the imaginary sad music come playing like they do in shows or dramas lol.

stupid family feud going on right now.. everyday i hear this phone convo between my dad and my grandma going on for hours, and it's involving some personal family matter that my cousins and i find stupid to no end. and the worst part, my dad is keeping my sis and i away from everyone just because of his problems.. this is retarded because they are my family! my cousins, who have been there for me since the start of day 1, and i'm being kept away from them because of my dads personal matters that don't involve me.. that's so unfair and i want to tell him how much it hurts everyone, but i just KNOW that he's going to yell at my face..

ughh i wish it was nighttime right now so i can somehow get on the roof and stare at the endless night sky lighted by the bright glowing moon. stuff like this really takes my mind away from reality and into my deep thoughts.