I'm not one to let my friends go by hurt, confused, and un-answered. it's not in my nature to do that. Even if two friends are going at it, i'll always be the one to help both of them. If we laugh together, talk together, hang out together, then you're my friend, and once that happens, it's not going to change unless you REALLY fuck up, in which case only like 2 people in my life have done. But unless you didn't, we'll be friends, and will remain friends, in which case i will be here to help you no matter what. Just because i get mad or upset doesn't mean that things are over. it takes a lot for things to end between me and my friends.

You think i won't forgive you, but in reality i was never mad at you. You gave me a chance when all this started out, and in return i gave you my friendship. This situtation is surprisingly simliar to another situation i've been dealing with, or i should still STILL dealing with. However in this case, i'm still here to help you because you've earned it. The other peron on the other hand did not. He had it, but fucked up too much to gain back my trust. I'm not one to give out 2nd chances so easily, and that person lost his chance, and is not getting it back. You however, you didn't lose it, and you're still doing a pretty good job of keeping it. The things i said last night, i only said it out of the fact that i care. If i didn't care for a friend, i wouldn't even go through this much trouble to feel concerned. I could've let you just go on your way, cuz honestly it's not that much of a loss to me because i wouldn't have to be dealing with this hardship right now. I'm still here right now, hurting and dissappointed, but nonetheless i'll still be here to help you.