This quote has been going through my head so many times. It keeps replaying in my mind, and it holds such a special meaning i don't even know how to describe it.

So lately i've been having a good life, but unfortunately for my life, that doesn't last too long, and i guess this is where it ends i suppose.. So close friends that i have seem to be going against me.. i can't put my finger on it, but as the days pass, i find that we are growing distant. At first i thought i was just over analyzing things so i chose not to deal with it. However now it seems to be getting worse, and i think i made the mistake by waiting so long to confront it.. The longer things drag on, the harder it is to fix it, and trust me, of all the people in the world, this is really something i want to fix.

The stares i get during school, the times we don't talk, times when you guys are whispering something behind my back.. You act like i don't see it, but i see it all. Of all people, i would expect you guys to talk to me about it. We used to be able to talk about everything. Every little detail that was bothering each other we'd talk about that. So why is it that now things are changing..?

Nothing seems to be making me feel better about this situation, and even music is having a hard time trying to cheer me up, and to those of you who keep updated on my blogs, music is the #1 priority of my life.. If music can't seem to make me feel happier, then i guess i'm pretty much stuck on sadness for a while..

As the quote says "God decides who steps into your life, but you decide who leaves, who stays, and who you refuse to let go". Apparently in this case, you guys are choosing to leave me, but i'm the one that refuses to let you guys go..

~mp3 Taio Cruz-- I Just wanna know~

Hella random, and has nothing to do with what i've been writing so far, but today a bunch of people were playing this game called gay chicken, which is where two people get their faces as closeee as they can without backing away, and the one that backs away first loses. Well GAY chicken is where two guys play it haha. So today during break 2 people were playing (names not being mentioned) and one of the guy slipped up and LEANED into the other guy!! So basically, THE TWO OF THEM KISSED LOL! Hahaha this was a random portion but it was the funniest thing that happened all week LOL!