Friday, March 20, 2009 6:50 PM

End of a pretty chill week. Not much happened that made me completely delirious. However..

Lately I feel like I need someone.. I've been seeing this girl everyday now, and it's just.. Gives me a crazy feeling really. I don't know what this is, but when I'm with her I can't help but smile. I keep thinking back at myself if it's too soon for me to move on already since it was only about a month ago since.. yeah.. But what am I gonna do?! I see her everyday, and she's just everywhere! The times when we're together with friends, or alone with just the two of us, it's just so much joy and smiles.

She tells me things that set me on edge. Is this infatuation or what? Cuz I don't remember infatuation feeling this way. Heart beating faster, different feeling when I'm around her, endless smiles, hugs, put them all together and what?! GAH this is driving me crazy. I think it's too soon honestly, but if I like a person what can I do? Not like I can just tell myself to stop liking them! Doesn't work that way. This has been on my mind for a week now.. Geez I need to chill out. Answers will come to me in time.

Anyways, tomorrow gonna take my permit test.. About friggen time. Probably gonna fail cuz I'm gonna be too preoccupied with my current problem! Why can't high school be simpler?! UGH!! I'm out. Just gotta clear my head and get this out.

-Brandon