ohmygoodness this is beyond bad. I swear my life has never been this depressing since.. EVER! If I could cuss I'd be cussing up a storm right now. My dad has never been a bigger dick in my life than he is right now. Constantly lecturing me about school, telling me I'm not trying, when I am! Jesus I can't ever seem to satisfy this guy! I get an A, and any other father would be proud! NOOO not him! He has to be all "keep that A brandon, bring it up to an A+!" Kevin no matter what you say, I'm not gonna change how I feel. Your dad is a 100x better than mine.

Every time I talk to the old man I want to cuss him out or punch him or something! It's driving me insane! I think I've lost all connections towards him. I always had hope that the connection would grow stronger, but at this point it feels like it's going to whither away to nothing. A faded memory. Honestly I don't care anymore. He can say w/e he wants to me, but it's just gonna be a litlle speck of dust in my life. I have a million other things to worry about than what he says to me. Eff him.

Writing this blog without cussing it out is beyond hard. The day I get my license is the day I will never be home. I"ll stay in the library, I'll work more hours, SOMETHING! As long as I don't have to be home in his stupid presence.. They say you never appreciate things until they're gone. Hehe whoever said that, they're funny, really funny.

-Brandon