never could imagine life without from the moment you walked into my world. never knew how long a loving flame would burn but losing you has forced me to learn .that we cant change the way we feel inside and every try at love never turns out right we both know its better if we just let it go

so lets have one last kiss one last touch one last tender moment between us one last dance to our first song while pretending theres nothin wrong lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denialwe both know its better if we just let it go

everytime i try to make a stand at all i see your face again and i fallin the middle of the night theres a scent of a rose the smell of your perfume i suppose but we cant change the way we feel inside and every try at love never turns out right we both know its better if we just let it go

so lets haveone last kiss one last touch one last tender moment between usone last danceto our first song while pretending theres nothin wrong lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denialwe both know its better if we just let it go

maybe if we met each other under a different sky maybe then things would be much better between you and i(we could hold)we can always hold on to this one special thing we share but it would be to much for us to bare

so lets haveone last kiss one last touchone last tender moment between usone last danceto our first song while pretending theres nothin wrong lets lay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denialwe both know its better if we just let it golet it go let it go




Hmmm another semester left of Junior Year, and frankly, I'm not at all happy about where I'm standing.. I think I'm actually starting to realize how important grades are for me, and how my future is only around the corner, but hell I think I realized all this a little too late..

Grades, college, profession, future, I can't believe that I'm barely starting to think about this NOW. I really fucked up my previous years in high school, and I think this might be my only chance to make it right before I enter Senior Year! Geez who knows how I'll hold out seeing the rate that I'm at.

I find that my life has just way too many extra things that I honestly don't need to be doing, but yet here I am doing it. TKD.. I mean I had a heart for it, but now that there is so much more at stake, I don't think I should really stick with it anymore. It's just not my top priority anymore, but it feels like I'm throwing away another part of my life if I quit now. Eh I'll keep that on hold for a while. And what's with my dad and signing me up for a countless amounts of tutoring..? Honestly I doubt I need it, and even with all my school stuff I have piled on me, he still tries to make my life a hell of a lot busier than it already is.
SAT's can go fucking die! Geez I've never been stressed over a test more than this in my entire life! How much more can you possibly learn to take this test!? I think spending a whole month during the summer was long enough, and now I'm stuck taking more classes for it, on my weekends! So I have to take 3 weekends straight of SAT classes, meaning my life is pretty much gone for a month!
College is freaking me out too! My GPA is crap, and what college is going to look at that?! One semester to make a last stand, since next year won't really count at all, and I have to make sure I don't fuck up this semester like I've been doing with the previous years!

UGHHH so much to do, so little time!! I swear if I can get through all this, and get into a college, hell I'm hosting a road trip and going to VEGAS!! Pia we still up for that? haha. Aiite so enough of the rant, and to those of you still in sophmore and freshman year, here's a little piece of advice. Don't fuck up and start lagging cuz it's gonna come around and eat your ass. Okay I'm done here =]

-Brandon