Tuesday, November 4, 2008 7:55 PM

Usually people are the ones that come to me for advice/help, and of course I am always there to help no questions asked. It's been this way for years, and I've been pretty used to it, having the constant amount of people seeking my help. But this is the FIRST time where I don't know what to do.. A friend of mine is asking for my help, but the situation is just so drastic that I don't know what to do.. This is the first time that I haven't been able to give a decent calming advice..

Shit I don't know how to say this without giving the whole thing away, but let's just say I'm caught between two friends.. and I swear, if I help one of them, I'll end up losing the other one, and I honestly do not want that.. I've lost far too many friends in my life to lose another one. But what am I to do?! Things have never been this complicated for me when it comes to helping people because that's what I do! I swear I was born into this world to help people, but this is the first time where I'm caught in a net, and I just can't get out..

Because of this, I don't know if I'm capable of helping OTHER people.. I mean how can i help them but not this friend huh? It feels like I'm helping the whole world, but then this person I'm just neglecting, and I don't want that! Until I solve this whole thing out, I don't know how I'm going to make it! I really need help here peoples, cuz this time, for sure I know that I can't get through this alone..

-Brandon